The kitchen was still half-dark at four thirty in the morning, lit by the stove hood and the weak yellow glow over the sink. The house smelled like eggs, coffee, and someone else’s expectations.
Emily stood barefoot on the cold tile with her two-month-old son sleeping against her chest. His breath warmed the collar of her shirt and his tiny fingers had curled into the fabric the way very small hands do, with the unconscious grip of someone who trusts completely without knowing they are trusting. She had been up since two. The baby had settled again around three-thirty, and she had stood there in the kitchen because sitting down felt like a decision she could not make yet, and because Mark’s parents liked to eat early, and somehow that had become hers to manage too.
Mark walked in wearing yesterday’s exhaustion and a tie that had been loosened and not removed, the kind of detail that means a man slept in his clothes rather than face the conversation that would have required him to take them off. He did not kiss the baby. He did not ask whether she had slept. He did not look at the breakfast she had already started.